you can't change the things you didn't cause.

sometimes life sucks.
sometimes it's wonderful & amazing.

I learned today, that things happen although you don't want them to happen.
One of the most important parts of my life changed...
and I couldn't stop it.
I tried, but now, I think, I couldn't do anything.
They've their own opinions, they can choose the way they like.
Not what's important for me.
And somehow I understand.
A little bit.

But I'll miss the great time. And then I'll regret.
Too late.

I'll always love you although I know you don't.

what the hell am I doing here

I don't belonge here.

show me the way to your heart

I am searching,
but I'm drifting apart.
Everything’s gone far away
here were standing now
with no words left to say.

wishing all would be just like before...