When you lose somebody you can't replace...

I've been looking forward this concert. And the concert lived up my expectations. I felt great. I was happy, enjoyed it. Until the last song was presented. Coldplay - Fix you.
That gave me the creep. On one hand, it was beautiful and amazing. On the other hand, I suddenly had tears in my eyes. I Had to concentrate not to start crying.

"when you feel so tired, but you can't sleep"

"when the tears stream down your face"

I sat there, without knowing what happened. Without knowing, why all this emotions occured. Without understanding myself. I just realized how hard it hit me.

And it scared me.